A BROTHERS APOLOGY - I love you lil bro

I look not back cos i felt guilty
Reason clouded my decency
so i acted more stupidly
Should i be the mentor figure to you?
How is that possible, and always acting
a fool
Is all that i seem to be.
Please

I wish i could say it
Even in my apology, i hold back
What?
My tears just my ego feeling sorry
for me
But honestly,
You show me growth and the man
That i should be

Thank you